i think the pills are actually helping
like i thought they wouldnt at all
maybe its placebo i dont know
but i have motivation to do art and i havent crashed properly in a while
like even though everything is shit i coping with it and thats better
apparently the medication im on can make ur blood pressure drop when u stand up so that explains all the dizzy shit going on hopefully that stops
feeling better rn than before its been pretty tough
also decided im not glamourising shit
if my emotions are treated like nothing by everyone else i can do that too
This is in response to the Anon partially. Thing is the best way to get over depression is to play it down as if its nothing, if you keep feeling sorry for yourself and let it overwhelm you then you won't get better@Anonymous
Oh yes good point could work for some.
i don't mean to offend you but can you stop romantasising your depression as if it's a cool thing to have please :( i hate the way you talk about it. it's something that takes over people's lives completely and you make it sound like it's nothing, it demeans it completely. but i understand this is a personal blog and you can post what you want so do go ahead and i hope you're less sad soon@Anonymous
First of all i’m really sorry if it appears like that.
But i havent been diagnosed with depression reaally so it is just me being sad at the moment reaaally.
I dont know, im a very casual person, im open and dont take much seriously but the sadness i have is very much serious and horrible and thats why i went to the doctors. However i know it could be so much worse, some people can’t live with it even. Thats why i kind of play it off like its nothing, because compared to other people, it nothing.
I dont see why you think i romantasise it thought, because i just make comments about me being sad and such, am i meant to go into detail about me struggling?
But i’m really sorry for it coming across as that, i will try to stop or just wont mention it at all.
ive been continuously watching the walking dead
its p sick
im also p sick i think its the anti depressants
i feel numb and weird but at the same time want to just pass out for years
im very jealous of everyone and need to fix myself
why did you think a picture of your ass was necessary?@Anonymous
why not jheez (im hating on my ass recently cos i’ve put on weight so it helps to try and make it look glam)